Although I have gotten the BFP, I tell myself to enjoy the pregnancy and be stress free, be happy so that my little one will be a cheerful happy baby.
Only after 9 months when the baby is safely in my hands, I can then rest my heart. But then, another set of worries comes along. It's never easy being a mummy.
I will still continue to go for my healings. I see it as "An Tai". I feel good having weekly healings to know how my little one is doing as my next doctor appointment is so farway - in January 2012 (that will be week 10). Long wait.......