Starting my FET now

So many worries on this TTC journey.

I'm glad my AF came and I quickly called KKH to report.

Mine is a medicated cycle with Prognovoya tablets for 10 days (and so).

Happy that everything is going on schedule. I need to catch my precious Dr Loh (and his magical hands) for this cycle before he leaves for private practice.

Again, I wished that I will have good lining when I go for my first scan. I read from SMF that one lady took 2 weeks to grow her lining?

So, I started to make red bean soup and going for my weekly TCM acpunctures again.

Experience of Yoga and Healing sessions

While waiting for my October menses to come, I am busy attending Mdm Tan's yoga classes twice a week and once a week healing session.

I'm enjoying the lessons and what is so special is that she incorporates holistic stuff in her yoga lessons. Sometimes we hold crystals where they will absorb all negativity from our body ie. all the stress from work, the unhappiness in our body. I always have a good 20- 30 min nap after her lesson.
During some of the healing sessions, at certain times, I feel an energy ball running across my chest or around my body - a tiny trickling feeling.

Another time, I felt an airy flowing feeling from my feet moving up to my body and it was a floating feeling. My entire body feels floating up, moving, circulating.... but subsconsciously, I do feel that my butt is still on the bed.

Other times, I fall into a relaxing sleep. I leave the sessions feeling refreshed and re-energised.

It is now 35th day after my September menses and I'm wondering why my October AF had not reported.

I am hoping that my menses would come as soon as possible.

Again, feeling worried that my AF will be hay-wired with all the injections and medications during my last fresh. If it's going to bedelayed till 40 or even to 60 days, I will not be able to make it to catch Dr Loh. Everyone knows he is leaving soon.

Mdm Tan asked me to relax and after a healing session, told me that my AF will definitely report next week! Great!! I'm waiting patiently for you!

Indeed, it came 3 days later. Thanks a lot!

Angel Therapy Cards - Parent!

After another of my healing session, Mdm Tan let me have a go at the Angel Therapy cards.

The first card shows the past, the second one shows the present and the third one shows the future.

The third card says "Parent".

Mdm Tan tells me that it is double confirmation that that I will a parent soon!

Happiness!!! No words can describe my feelings!!

Quickly whipped out my mobile phone to take a photo of the card and then lovingly save it and use it as my screen saver!

I'm brimming with hope, love and confidence now!

Thank you so much.

Good news will come in Dec

I decided to share with Mdm Tan my problem - I have been wanting to conceive a child but without success and I failed my IVF fresh cycle.

She shared with me that she has successfully helped a lady to conceive her baby naturally (before she went for her IVF the next month). This lady has already given birth to a healthy cute baby girl now.

Looking forward to my weekly sessions.

Some time later, I received a message from Mdm Tan - she smiled and tells me that my long awaited dreams will come true in December!

Yes, I will be a parent in December!

Really!!!!!!! I don't know to believe a not. I tell myself that I must be positive and have faith..........if I keep thinking I can, I will be able to do it. Yipeeeeeeeeeeee!!!

It's only early October - I will need to wait for another 2 months more...

I have been all smiles, even smiling in my sleep!

Mdm Tan has just rescued me from the darkest deepest dungeon!

This TTC journey is really like a roller coaster ride......

My first healing session

I like the yoga class.  Mdm Tan slows down the pace for me and being a beginner, I felt it's just nice. Not too difficult. What I like is that the class is relatively small like 6-8 students.

In fact most of them are students of Mdm Tan for a long time - its just like a small family. Her place is her cosy and clean.

Today I also had my first healing lesson. It was a general clearing of "toxics/ negativity" in my body.

I just had to lie down on a bed (something like facial) and Mdm Tan covered me and my eyes with towels. I just need to lie down, stay relaxed and be comfortable. She turns on the music and the healing begins.

I can feel her placing her hands on my head and over my body in certain patterns. I feel warmth coming from her hands. My experience was deep relaxation with a calming influence over my whole body.

After the session, Mdm Tan told me that she has noticed that I have a lot of stuff in my head and she tried to clear as much as she can.

Yeah, I know, a lot of worries, mental stress, thinking of my work, when can I have my baby....

Mdm Tan also told me that she felt that my tummy was weak. Exact issue she doesn't know, but the message is that there is some issue with it.

Hmmm...... I did not tell her I have problem conceiving. Well, seems that what she says is related to this issue?

Anyway, I told her that I will go for her weekly heading sesssion. I reckoned I don't have much time left, only about 1 more month or so before I start on my FET.