My friend after heaing my BFN, advised me to take up some form of exericse. Told me she took up Tai Ji for close to a year before she conceived again after her miscarriage earlier.
Hmm, isn't that an old fashioned exercise. I don't like Tai Ji leh.
Hah! I think I will decide to try yoga instead.
I googled for yoga and then chanced upon a website http://www.yoga-inn.com/ and decided to give it a try.
Why? What attracted me is that they have healing sessions! Something which I had been interested in since years ago but didn't have the chance to try it. I have been always intrigued by such holistic stuff.
Glad to find a place where I can try yoga and know more about healing at the same time.
I contacted Yoga Inn and spoke to Mdm Tan - there I went for my first Yoga lesson. What I also liked is that Yoga Inn don't offer those expensive yoga packages amounting to thousands of dollars.
I wanted a short course, like a 4-class package o that I can try it out first. Besides I'm planning to go for my FET when my menses come in October, so this small 4-class package is just nice for me.
If I like it, I can sign up for another 4 class, else can also go for the 8-class package. I hope the pace will be nice and the lesson not too difficult as I have never done yoga before.......
Saturday, September 24, 2011
Sunday, September 18, 2011
Not pregnant - failed my 1st fresh cycle
I am feeling so devastated.
I had brown discharge over the last 2 days and went to KKH to do my BT.
In 2 hours time, the result is out.. Yes, I failed it.
The result is negative (less than 1.2).
Yes, I'm not pregnant.
Why are things not going well for me??? Life is so depressing.............
Sianzzz...........I do not know how to carry on with my life.
There is nothing to look forward to - its just work, home, sleep, work, home, sleep again.
When can I feel my bundle of joy?
Crying tears of sadness............................
Guess I have to plan for my FET now. I emailed my doctor and he said I can start in my October menses. I have 3 more snow babies - I really really hope they can survive the thaw and I can have my dreams come true...........
My fresh cycle did not yield too good results too - out of 10 retrieved, I only had 5 usuable embroyos and 2 of them are "wasted" now. I'm left with 3 little precious ones (of grade 3 only).
I don't know what I can do to make this work except to make sure I'm healthy. I cannot fall sick with flu etc. I need to exercise to keep healthy. No cold drinks, no ice-cream, no tea, no coffee. What else can I do? Sigh...
I had brown discharge over the last 2 days and went to KKH to do my BT.
In 2 hours time, the result is out.. Yes, I failed it.
The result is negative (less than 1.2).
Yes, I'm not pregnant.
Why are things not going well for me??? Life is so depressing.............
Sianzzz...........I do not know how to carry on with my life.
There is nothing to look forward to - its just work, home, sleep, work, home, sleep again.
When can I feel my bundle of joy?
Crying tears of sadness............................
Guess I have to plan for my FET now. I emailed my doctor and he said I can start in my October menses. I have 3 more snow babies - I really really hope they can survive the thaw and I can have my dreams come true...........
My fresh cycle did not yield too good results too - out of 10 retrieved, I only had 5 usuable embroyos and 2 of them are "wasted" now. I'm left with 3 little precious ones (of grade 3 only).
I don't know what I can do to make this work except to make sure I'm healthy. I cannot fall sick with flu etc. I need to exercise to keep healthy. No cold drinks, no ice-cream, no tea, no coffee. What else can I do? Sigh...
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