I am feeling so devastated.
I had brown discharge over the last 2 days and went to KKH to do my BT.
In 2 hours time, the result is out.. Yes, I failed it.
The result is negative (less than 1.2).
Yes, I'm not pregnant.
Why are things not going well for me??? Life is so depressing.............
Sianzzz...........I do not know how to carry on with my life.
There is nothing to look forward to - its just work, home, sleep, work, home, sleep again.
When can I feel my bundle of joy?
Crying tears of sadness............................
Guess I have to plan for my FET now. I emailed my doctor and he said I can start in my October menses. I have 3 more snow babies - I really really hope they can survive the thaw and I can have my dreams come true...........
My fresh cycle did not yield too good results too - out of 10 retrieved, I only had 5 usuable embroyos and 2 of them are "wasted" now. I'm left with 3 little precious ones (of grade 3 only).
I don't know what I can do to make this work except to make sure I'm healthy. I cannot fall sick with flu etc. I need to exercise to keep healthy. No cold drinks, no ice-cream, no tea, no coffee. What else can I do? Sigh...
